Hormonal again?!?!

Feeling a little pissy lately, with my dogs, with my husband, and even with my 5 year old. I'm ready to get this show on the road. 37 weeks now and a ticking time bomb, literally. My household is avoiding me and my moody self. I was dilated to 1cm at my last apt, so we will see if its more come Monday. I hope, I hope!! This little diva is taking her time and I bet she waits for Christmas day! eek! At least my OB Gyn is on call that day! She is going to dig in her heals just like her brother did.. I'm ready to try all the shenanigans that you read on the web to induce labor myself! I can't wait 3 more weeks or (gulp) longer!! I'm open to suggestions on getting this show on the road... Emotional and totally female is not my thing, I don't cry at commercials for goodness sakes, well not until recently. I believe that the first trimester hormones (that I guess I was too sick to notice) have come back with a vengeance. I should just lock myself in a room away for the remainder of the pregnancy to save my family from my wicked wrath! Come on baby, I want my body back!!

trials and tribulations of "the most wonderful experience of your life"

I am soooooo ready to deliver "the package", between her kicking my innards into pulp and worrying over peeing because I laugh, cough, or bend over for goodness sake I can't take it anymore!! It actually happened the other night, I had a coughing fit (because of the cold I caught from my germ harboring 5 year old, hand sanitizer has never had such a valued customer, but that's a story for another day) and you probably guessed it, I totally peed my pants. Not my proudest moment but thankfully I was in the comfort of my own home. I relayed the story to my husband whom then (I'm sure) nearly peed his pants laughing at my misfortunes. I just want to say WTF to all the women who think pregnancy was soo great and beautiful an experience. They must have never peed themselves eh?

I LOVE MY HUSBAND!!!

I would just like to say that this pregnancy (4 more weeks to go) has not been the easiest and I know I haven't always been the most pleasant to be around.  My husband however has been amazing! I mean so awesome he read the pregnancy books and told me info I didn't even know, as well as catering to my every need and always ready to rub my back when it hurts, which is EVERYDAY!! He even has been sooo awesome as to not complain about the nonexistent "snuggle" time since I hit the third trimester. AMAZING MAN!! I made him a card on shutterfly today, just a nice little love card to tell him how special I think he is. He is gone TDY for the week (military life) and I didn't realize how much I depend on him until he isn't here. I owe him big time! I will have to find a super special way to show him how much I love and appreciate him. I am open to suggestions. :)